Strange, isn't it, how hearing the voice of someone I once called "family" can literary make me sick to my stomach.

Sorry

Sorry Jack and Em. I mostly post from my phone and never see your comments unless I sign in and I don't have to do that with the app I use. Jack we do need to get together I miss you! And I LOVE YOU TOO!! Em, anytime you wanna hang out I'm free :) I forget anyone reads this and sometimes I just have to get the thoughts out. Thanks for your love and concern. Love ya!

Someday I'm gonna stop looking over my shoulder. I pray that day is soon.

Tonight I feel so alone and lonely.

Tonight I feel like I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I'm in the crippling grip of my depression.

I miss the feeling of belonging to someone you have when you're married tonight.

Tonight I feel alone.