I'm at my cousin's house which is always bittersweet. I LOVE my cousin and her little family they're such amazing, kind, generous, fun people to be around. But it was here in her home that I tried to first pick myself up when my world was shattered and sometimes when I'm here my memories take over and it gets difficult to be here.
I just want to be whole again. I know this hole in my heart is no longer bleeding profusely like it was when I lived here, but every time I'm here I feel a couple stitches rip and I HATE that. I detest it! I don't want to feel this way. How do I change it?
I just want to be whole again. I know this hole in my heart is no longer bleeding profusely like it was when I lived here, but every time I'm here I feel a couple stitches rip and I HATE that. I detest it! I don't want to feel this way. How do I change it?
Just put your trust in God, I guess.
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